Omg. Embarrassed.
Ok so I have a friend who calls every so often. Someone that goes beyond a few minutes of frivolous fun on the phone into some pretty personal topics and heavy play. He was one of the first people that I discovered I liked to torture. Where I was like OH I really like being on top. I really like it when I can hear him breathing, and hurting, and doing the things he does. I *might* be a little bit of a sadist. If you asked him right now he would probably say more than a little.
He hesitates to call me because he knows I will do it to him, and worse that he seems to end up doing it for me no matter if he planned to or not. I don't think he would call me, except that he actually likes me. I turn him on. He likes me as a person and so it makes him want to talk to me again and inevitably end up being tortured by me again. I can hear the dread in his voice.
I absolutely love it when he calls me.
There's this war in him. This epic struggle to resist something he really craves. You can hear it. I love talking to him because I can hear everything he's going through in what he says, how he breathes, and the noises he makes. His noises are incredibly hot, especially the ones where he's really in pain worried his poor balls are going to be damaged beyond repair this time.
He does it more, harder, longer and sometimes beyond his own capacity to like it because it turns me on. Today I pushed him until he was mad at me. (Not the first time.) Because he didn't really feel like it and he did it anyway. He even masturbated BEFORE he called me to try and keep from going there. That made me giggle. His anguished sounds from me putting his balls through the wringer left me so turned on. He didn't come back to say goodbye. so now I am mad at him too ;P, but it didn't matter because I was thrown back on my bed cumming really hard.
I must have rolled over on the phone or something, though! Because I was all moaning really loud screaming something like - yes, yes oh fuck I'm going to cum (I don't remember exactly what but something totally embarrassing) - The next thing I hear is a woman's voice saying:
"Hello ...?"
Oh my God!! I was so embarrassed I couldn't say a word. They hung up. I laughed so hard. I hope it wasn't my mom. I wonder how long they were listening to me? Karma for me being so mean to him today lol. It's his fault for turning me on to it. Princess likes cbt, apparently.
Labels: caught in the act, cbt, cock and ball torture, phone domination, phone fetish, princess
